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This level of responsibility drive me
Drives me to love....to achieve and to want to regress
What would my 15 year old self say to me today?
"Who are you???"
"Why aren't we married???"
"Weren't we supposed to be a doctor??"
How could I explain to her what ten years has done?
That our first love wouldn't be the last...
That family would prove to amount to little more than we originally thought: a dissapointment...

There has been a lot going on lately and I've needed to get a lot of feelings out....

Life is always about progression: learning new things having new experiences
all for the sake of personal growth
We all strive to get smarter, work harder, go further see and achieve more
But at what cost?
What truly is personal growth?
Is it the betterment of one's self or simply a layer of guises and walls we hide behind to bury our true selves?
What is...

The first full work week is over and I can't say I'm upset about it. I'm so excited that the weekend is here. I'm sitting on the couch with a roasted chicken smelling up the house trying to relax. Of course if I was relaxed I'd be somewhere in a bath with the music playing cosmos flowing freely (ahhh the life). Things with Mr. P haven't gotten any better. He went straight home off the road today and didn't even stop by. We're in the middle of a rough spot and the boy has no idea what a grand gesture...

There is a lot going on in my life and normally when strikes I lean on my relationship for support. I love my man, he is truly a God-send but he is not sensitive. He isn't one of those people who easily emphathizes with others nor is he very emotional. I am having a lot of work and family stresses (not to mention I just dropped my $150 bluetooth in ice cream I shouldn't have been eating and ruined it and now I am having to SCAM circuit city!) and I really want to unload. However he ain't...