This level of responsibility drive me
Drives me to love....to achieve and to want to regress
What would my 15 year old self say to me today?
"Who are you???"
"Why aren't we married???"
"Weren't we supposed to be a doctor??"
How could I explain to her what ten years has done?
That our first love wouldn't be the last...
That family would prove to amount to little more than we originally thought: a dissapointment overall
That high school is easy and college you're just a number
That men are rarely what they should be and that for the most part chivalry is dead.
Who would that girl be in ten years if all the crap could be avoided?
Would it negatively alter me or make me a much better person?
What could I say to my 15 year old self?
Run...don't make the same mistakes?
Go through it, the pain is worth it and the strength and lessons last a lifetime?
How can I convince her that everything was worth it
When I still have no happy ending to report....